And so we come to the close of another year.
This means another year-end recap post to help me reflect and reassess the previous 365 days. Sadly, much of 2013 is not worth remembering.
To start, Mashable brought their writing in-house, so my January 2 article on the future of tablets was my final piece for them. I was disappointed to lose them, not only because they gave me some great topics to write about and the editors were great, but the inclusion of such a high-profile website on my resume definitely brought some much-needed attention my way.
Shortly after Mashable was done, I had prospects to write for Univision when a former editor at Mashable took a new position there. I even wrote an article for the website, but never submitted it because Univision requires any employees – even freelance writers – to sign contracts in-person at a Univision office. The closest Univision office to St. Louis is either Chicago or Kansas City, meaning I had to travel on my own dime just to spend 10 minutes signing some papers. I would have needed to write at least three articles to cover my expenses, and in the crazy world of freelance writing, those three articles might never even come. In the end, the job never materialized.
Perhaps the biggest blow came in June, though, when The Dim, a web series that a friend and I had been developing for a year, fizzled out. We’d found a director for the pilot episode. We found a location that would work for the shoot. But as we started to fine-tune the script, there were creative differences with the director, and we wound up parting ways. We tried to sign on another person we’d met with, but they were now too busy with other projects to come aboard. It wasn’t long before the project died on the vine like so many creative endeavors do. The director moved on, my co-producing buddy understandably shifted his focus to an exciting new business venture, and I…well, I was left standing in the rubble. Hundreds of hours of research, writing, and editing down the drain with only nine unproduced scripts to show for it. Nine scripts that had extensive notes for additional drafts, so it’s not like they’re polished and ready to shoot, either. I’m still reeling from the defeat, honestly, because I had high hopes for it to succeed. Maybe we can pick it up again someday, but for now I need to put it behind me and move forward. Unfortunately, that hasn’t been an easy thing to do and has been a shadow cast over the rest of my creative year.
It wasn’t all doom and gloom, though. I’m still writing for mental_floss, though it’s less consistent than it was a few years ago. I only wrote a handful of articles in 2013, none of which were big successes, before hitting on an idea for a regular feature called Strange States. It’s an ongoing project which hasn’t exactly blown up the blogosphere, but I’m having fun with it. It will conclude sometime in 2014, so keep an eye out for it here.
My big creative achievement this year has been When You Hear This Sound, “a podcast dedicated to the weird and wonderful world of record books and storybook vinyl”, hosted over at Bubble Pipe Network. I’ve really enjoyed working on this one-man show since it’s debut in June, and look forward to continuing throughout 2014. It’s been tons of fun and I’ve learned a lot about audio production, so it’s been a good project for me, even if only two or three people have ever actually listened to it.
With my focus on When You Hear This Sound, it means Watching the List, my movie podcast, has been put on hiatus. The show was so time-consuming to produce that it just wasn’t worth it in the end. I’d love to see it revived in some format for 2014, but I’m still trying to figure out how to make that happen.
I also worked on a few art projects this year. The first was a piece I drew for myself, but wound up giving to my grandfather for his 99th birthday after he said how much he liked the one I made for my niece last Christmas. He hung it in his room at the assisted living facility, and even included it alongside some of his own paintings in a small local art show. Sadly, he passed away shortly after, but I’m glad he appreciated it while he could. I also worked on a Pac-Man series that I really enjoyed. And I drew a few more pieces as Christmas gifts – one for my parents for Christmas and the other for an Instagram friend. I have a few ideas I’d like to experiment with in 2014, and might even try selling a few if I can find someplace that produces good quality prints at an affordable price.
Despite the rough year I had creatively, 2013 was a big year for me and my family. While much of the time things were fairly quiet, things really picked up with the birth of our son in August. Then, just a few days later, our daughter started kindergarten. Talk about a whirlwind of activity! Things have settled down to some extent – as much as it can in a family with two kids, anyway – but I’m sure the year ahead will be filled with plenty of adventures and milestones to fill our days.
As for 2014, I’m determined to make some changes. Not resolutions per se, but I feel like the New Year is as good a time as any to decide to do things differently.
The main thing I’m really going to focus on this year is doing more. I want to get back to a more regular schedule of articles for mental_floss. I want to get When You Hear This Sound on a consistent bi-monthly release schedule. I have ideas for a few kid’s books that I’ve written down, but never developed, and it’s time I start working on those. I have some experimental podcast concepts that I’d like to see produced. I’d like to get back to some old creative writing projects I have in my archives and see about maybe reviving them for a new medium (podcast? screenplay? serial adventure? RPG adventure?) And, as all writers do, I’d like to find more time to work on new ideas as they come to me.
In order to do this and still manage to be with my family every once in a while, I’m going to have to be better about using my time wisely in 2014. This is a skill that I and many creatives often lack, but I’m determined to be a “maker” – not a “wisher” – this year. I haven’t completely worked out my plan for making this happen just yet, but I’m kicking around a few ideas that I hope to implement sooner rather than later. I have a feeling extensive, complicated To Do lists will somehow be involved. Maybe a spreadsheet or two as well…
Anyway, goodbye and good riddance, 2013. Don’t let the door hit you where the Good Lord split you.
Hello, 2014. May you be filled with creativity and good fortune for this lowly little space-based simian.
To my family and friends out there in InternetLand, I hope you all have a great New Year, and I hope you’ll stick around to see what kind of trouble I can get myself into.