Idle hands
This week I’m on Spring Break. It’s been strange having my evenings free, especially since Andrea’s break was a few weeks ago, so she’s in school at night. I’ve been watching movies (“Casino Royale” and “300″, which will be showing up in my movie journal one of these days) and playing a little Wii. Needless to say it’s been a nice break thus far.
Last night I started watching “Hellboy: Sword of Storms”, an animated film based on a cult comic book, which became a mildly successful live-action movie a few years ago. I’ll save the plot synopsis for my movie journal for now and just tell you that it inspired me a great deal last night. I have the inklings of a series of stories in mind that are a slightly different angle on the Hellboy world, but the two share enough similarities that watching the film helped me see that I’ve been going about my story concept all wrong. Now the story ideas are flowing out of me, almost to the point I want to start writing them all right now.
Here I’ve had 2 nights at home and already I’m planning my next project. I think that speaks volumes about my desire to write. However, I also think that speaks volumes about how school has prevented me from writing. Yes, I know that if I really want to write I’ll make time to do so, rather than letting life dictate when I can. Yes, I could skip a few episodes of Mythbusters or Lost and get some writing done. The problem is, when I get home from school after a full day at work, my mind is exhausted and all it wants to do is veg out in front of the television. There’s nothing left to do anything even remotely interesting or creative.
On a similar note, Sunday night, after a weekend where I had to keep reminding myself that I didn’t have to do homework, I got inspired by a show on the Discovery Channel, Planet Earth (which, by the way, has made the switch to HD completely worth it). The beauty shown during the program made me want to create something, too. So I got out Andrea’s computerized drawing pad (AKA Wacom Tablet) and began sketching. I was going to attempt something similar to the technique used to make the film “A Scanner Darkly” with its excellent rotoscoping, but wound up going in a slightly different direction instead:

Again, I think the simple fact that I have free time is allowing me to be more creative once again. I have the brainpower left over from the day to actually do something other than sit in front of the television all night. It also helps, I suppose, that I get home about three hours earlier, too. I can only watch so much TV before I just get bored and need to find something else to do. Those few hours between when I get home from work and Andrea gets home from school this week are just about all I can take of TV before I have to go find something more tangible to occupy my time and mind.
So as if I wasn’t excited already about next semester being my last, this little reminder of what life can once again be has been enough to keep me going for a while. But even if it is short-lived due to the inevitable hectic schedule of summer, I have a feeling I’ll be able to get it back come about Christmas 2007. It’s a long ways off, but at least there is some light at the end of this long, dark tunnel.
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